and update. we are going to get me an appointment with a dr. in logan. a lot closer and alot easier to get to. i am okay just still tired. and worn out and sore.. this one was different then the others.but hopefully we can figure what is causing them cause my pills aren't stopping them. i will let you all know when i get more information. Jackson is getting big. Nate is doing good he loves his job. well okay not loves but he likes it. i love his schedule somedays. LOL Jackson sleeps pretty good threw the night. he acutally sleeps in his bed all night he wakes up for his bottle at about 3 but other then that he loves his bed!! i got pretty lucky for now anyway. i will add pictures on sunday night or monday!!